sayang

sayang sayang sayang

i particularly like that song.
i call my children sayang.
sometimes i accidently call fmc sayang,
well, out of habit

fmc calls me by my fullname.
he always makes a point to make sure it comes out harsh.
infact, whenever he speaks to me, the words come out like that.
by stressing on certain syllables
he tries hard to ensure that too.

somebody else's husband calls me sayang
somebody else'd hubby calls me my dear
somebody else's calls me love

that is rather sad

personally, i like being called sayang,
love,
dear