Sunday, September 6, 2009


a close relative invited the family for berbuka. it was lovely. we stayed over until after solat tarawih. fmc went home dulu, right after solat maghrib leaving the children and i behind. the relative sent us home later.

hmm...fmc is ignoring me again. he avoids talking to me and doesn't answer my questions. i wonder what triggers the act this time. after almost a week, it is still a mystery to me. just let it be.


wow...lama sungguh tak dengar berita dari C. i miss him but i do feel it is best to keep our silence. he is going through a rough patch in his life. let him sort out his problem. he doesn't need an old flame to breathe down his neck. though deep down in my heart i wish he would talk to me about it. i want to be there for him. hmm... let the wife be there for him ;)))


matp and i communicate regularly via bb msgr. he is leading a comfortable life. he also admits that he still cares about me and misses me. well, what can i say except that i'm unforgetable! hehe i can't really blame him as we spent almost 5 years as a couple. it is good to know that there is somebody out there who i can count on. as he is a very smart person i always find him to be a good reference point. huh see i'm using him again...


i have been busy catching up with old friends from school. the facebooking and blackberrying activities consume a lot of my time. ini tak boleh jadi. sudah-sudah le tu...

Saturday, September 5, 2009

fickle minded??

i made a very costly mistake recently. very costly indeed. nevertheless, i am sleeping better at night. No more sleepless nights.

i appreciate things around me more. i am very thankful with what i have specifically with the house i live in. the fact that it is facing the playground with ample parking spaces along the road side. It nestles in a very nice neighbourhood, too.

fickle minded person?? it's me alright. i'm actually known for that. i changed my mind again and it cost me dearly. enough to buy a brand new vios in cash.

what the heck. it is only it can buy you some peace of mind, why not???