Monday, November 30, 2009

just make do, make it work with whatever we have or dont have
marriage without its ups and downs tak best jugak
whatever u decided the...dumping me..
we have to work with it
so redha,
plan the work and work the plan

Tuesday, November 10, 2009


sayang sayang sayang

i particularly like that song.
i call my children sayang.
sometimes i accidently call fmc sayang,
well, out of habit

fmc calls me by my fullname.
he always makes a point to make sure it comes out harsh.
infact, whenever he speaks to me, the words come out like that.
by stressing on certain syllables
he tries hard to ensure that too.

somebody else's husband calls me sayang
somebody else'd hubby calls me my dear
somebody else's calls me love

that is rather sad

personally, i like being called sayang,