Friday, January 30, 2009

Missed Call

I have 4 hours to kill before my flight back home. I am just to tired to roam around town. So here I am, sitting in a corner of the airport with my laptop listening to the tamil news on the TV.

Finally, C called me on my mobile this afternoon. Too bad I missed the call as I was in the midst of a discussion with my client. He didn't call back and I didn't return the call.

Come to think about it, the situation we are in is quite absurd. I never thought I would go through this phase again.

Where are you, dear?

Hmm,yes exactly that. Where are you, my dear? It's been almost two months since we last talked. In between, a lot of events happened. I took a long leave at the end of the year and since the beginning of 2009 I have been running around the country like mad. Work wise, that is.

Actually, I got the message that C called my office while I was away. I restrain myself from returning the calls, smsing or emailing him. I just secretly hope that I'll be in one day to pick up his call and we can start talking again.

I still miss talking to him but somehow it is becoming more bearable now. We had earlier made plan to meet up before end of last year. Apparently, it did not materialize.

I just wait and see what will happen to our friendship this year. In the meantime, I wish him well and will think about him from time to time.

I miss you, dear.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Try sleeping with one

I'm away again. The hotel is nice and conveniently located. The only setback is I have to go the lobby to have access to the internet. So, here I am alone in the lobby updating my blog. Well, I am not totally alone. I am accompanied by seekor nyamuk yang dari tadi mengganggu saya. Menggigit kaki sehingga gatal. I have been trying to bunuh the nyamuk but all in vain. It is really getting on my nerves. I cannot think about anything else but to keep alert all the time. Just waiting for the right moment to strike.

Who says that you are too small to make a difference? The mosquito does it all the time...Try sleeping with one...It is not really my quote. Anita Roddick-Body Shop said it. Got it... dah penyet pun nyamuk tu..yeah! Seekor lagi pula datang..
I cannot stand this anymore. I better go upstairs before I become another statistic in dengue.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

He did it again..

Hmm,the man I am married to just told that I had to go for my treatment on my own tomorrow. Well, he had earlier agreed to send and pick me up since I am not allowed to drive after the treatment.

I am not surprised but still very much pissed off. This is not the first time he's doing this to me. Only I should have known better. Now, it's too late to ask the favour from any of my friends or my sis. Terpaksa naik cab and since the center is quite a distance away, it will be a costly journey to and fro.

People close to you will always let you down one time or another. So I always remind myself to rely only on "me"...

Saturday, January 10, 2009


In case you are wondering, the hubby is finally talking to me. However, the silent treatment went on for more than a week. I felt bad but not very bad...

He helped me with my luggage when the cab driver came to drive me to the airport. He gave me some money when I took the kids out for a nice treat.

I still minimize the conversation with him in the effort not to push the wrong button. Is there still light at the end of the dark long tunnel?