somebody slammed his head on the wardrobe door just now. the reason being another body asked to reimbursed. sigh..sigh. dont know if it is worth it.

Stranded

i am stranded in p after missing the last flight home yesterday. instead of being miserable i chose to make the best out of the situation. after rearranging my flight, i checked nice hotel so that i could take my well deserved rest. i just had a sumptuous breakfast at the coffee house. going to the airport right after this. sent text messages updating the hubby of my situation. his responses were were 'ok, ok and ok. well....

today is the 21st of syawal. running nose. bersin tak sudah. hmmm...it is part of the aging process.

puasatime

today is the 11th of ramadhan. since it is saturday, i'm taking it easy. supervising my children belajar. i cooked mihun last night. it was good. sedaap sangat. malam ni nak masak kari ikan merah with lots of kacang bendir n terung. then buat sambal belacan and goreng ikan kembung. and sayur of course...

in the middle of nowhere

the question is "what am i doing here?" i should be home supervising my kids doing their homework and revising for the coming exams. yet, here i am. though, i am kind of enjoying my own company i cant help the guilty feeling. sigh sigh.

relive

my eldest is now a college girl. just now we sent her to her hostel. she told her father that she had spent RM250 on books. The father had earlier given her RM200 for expenses. She had used her money to cover the difference and now wanted to be reimbursed. the father freaked out. kenapa kena ganti-ganti. hmm..hmmm..

if i were given the chance to relive my life, would i choose the same life partner? it is a tough question. i love my children so much...that is all i can say.

selimut

early jun

i dont remember the date exactly. i woke up in the middle of the night shivering. tried to find my selimut but all in vain. then i went out of the bedroom and saw hubby sleeping in the family a with my selimut. how could he take my selimut? i was really geram that i cried. at first i thought of taking my revenge by grabbing the selimut from his body. but then i thought, why bother? i just took a fresh blanket from the cupboard and just let it be...

17 June

i went for breakfast with an old friend. it had been a while since the last time we had a sembang session. she shared with me the latest happenings in her life...hmm she was she same friend who had the cyberfling which i wrote about in my earlier postings.

well, she had progressed from having a virtual adventure to having it in reality. yes, she actually checked into a hotel room with her lover and "did it"

apr 21

c: hi dear, thinking of u right now. miss u so much

spider: hi syg, so nice to hear that. im home, got back frm miri last night. will let u know when i am in town. miss u always.

c: couldnt wait for the day i can see u nanti, sayang. call me when u are free. miss hearing your voice.

apr 23

spider: hi sayang. hopefully you will have the chance to come to ipoh. just thinking of u right now. miss u hon.

ring ring...i called c up from as airport

apr 25

spider: hi dear.wish we could meet up but my girl is with me. enjoy your sunday. miss u so much, dear

c: hi hon. im going to spright now for mb"s function. sun pun kerja. should be done by noon. enjoy your visit to your mom"s place. hope we can catch up later. luv u

hmmm......that was the first time c used the words " luv U"


apr 30

spider: dear, wish u were near

c: hi sayang. sorry lambat reply your last sms. anyway, miss u dearly. bye, honey.

spider: hi dear, no worries. miss u, too

hon pulak...

last night

spider: hi dear. u r on my mind.

chicago: miss u too, hon. r u in ***** now? call me when u r free.

spider: yes, dear. i'm still in **. going back tmrw night.
i will surely call u di waktu yg i rasa sesuai nanti ;))

chicago: ok hon. tried to call u just now. u didnt answer.
anyway, miss u so much. call u nanti, k.

spider: so it was u. didn't recognize the no. sorry. miss u very much too.
nantinanti i call. goodnite.

chicago: goodnite hon. sweet dreams. i'll be dreaming of u tonite.

undo...undo

there are some things that cannot be undone..sigh sigh.

i chatted via bbm with matp last night. he was in stockholm. i was all alone on a king sized bed in a posh hotel somewhere. we got carried away in our communication. reminiscing those days many-many years ago. memories of our relationship flooding back. the trips we took, the things we did. ughhh. i wish we didnt discussed all that. urghh....urghhh...what to do.

i was plain bored and just want some excitement.

in reality, i am so over him already.
he is so yesterday.

so, i have removed him from my bbm contact list...


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i miss my hubby


surprise..surprise.

i am missing my husband.

abang, saya rindu....

we'll see...

c: hi dear. thinking of u right now. hope your visit to ****will be a reality. miss u

spider: hi dear. we will see about that. would like to meet u very much. it has been so long. miss u, too

hi syg

im beat. got home just in time to catch the new season of my favorite series, desperate housewives. very interesting indeed. rindu teramat kat c.

spider: wish you were near

then,i got a missed call from him.

spider: hi dear,sorry that i missed your call. i assumed it was u...i'm still in penang n abt to board the flight back to kl. been here since sunday. miss u.

c: hi syg. it was me. rindu nak dengar your voice. anyway, talked to ben about u. may be i can call u tomorrow. miss u deare

i really miss him. want to see c, talk to him. wishful thinking, indeed

bye syg

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c: couldnt stop thinking abt u today. miss u dear

spider: same here, dear. thinking abt u n missing u. i hope u r ok overthere. im good. sibuk sendiri. bye syg

c: tks for replying. im kinda ok here. hope we can meet soon.bye to u too, sayang



17/3/2010

spider: have a good nite. dear

c: nice to hear from u. miss u dearly. sweet dreams. dear

miss u dearly, my dear

chicago: sorry for bothering u. saje je call u td. just want to hear
your lovely voice. nak kurangkan tension sikit.

spider: tension lagi ke? take a deep breath, close your eyes n count
your blessings. i miss u too

chicago: biasalah. work related tension. your voice would
dfntly cure the problem.anyway, nice to hear frm u, dear

spider: yelah tu. i believe u :)) wanted to return your call but at the same time
didnt want to disturb u. take it easy dear.

chicago: my dear, your call would never disturb me ever. trust me.
take care of yourself too. miss u, dearly.

rindu

rindu kat c sangat.* would like to see him one of these days. hmm...it is almost impossible..so texted him.

spider: hi dear. just thinking of you.hope u r ok

c: hi yang. im ok. how was the trip to *****? hope i could see u in **** and talk about it.

spider: the trip went well though the schedule was rather hectic. yes, im hoping to see u too. dont know when. miss u very much

c: pls do call me if u r in ****. miss u so much too. hope we can fix that soon.

spider: i will do that. bye dear

silent treatment

my girls are giving me the silent treatment. i wonder how long it will last this time.

1/12/10

spider: hi dear thks for the call. it was nice of u to remember my no:00miss u

c: hi. so sorry i couldnt call u again just now. still in meeting just now. will call u again probably tmrw. bye dear. miss u

at last

c: hi dear, thinking of u right now. fyi, im working in ipoh right now. this is my new no. miss u. c

spider: nice no. if u r not too busy, can i call u later?

c: by all means. cant wait for your call.

*******

spider: good to talk to u after all this while.

c:same here. really nice talking to u.
i will call u next week.

spider: just text me. that is very good already.
take care n i miss u

c: hearing your voice is so much better
talking to you today really makes my day.
miss u